Holy h3ll I’m nervous. Gotta be at the hospital at 6am. Got marked up this afternoon.. my chest looks like a map. LOL. It’s all so real right now. I hate the wait.. I wanna go get it (LOL) done already.
I can’t wait to be comfortable.
Tina is amazing. Truly amazing. I love her so much.
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So the whole living will thing scared me a bit.. made me happy that we got married when we did. Tina knows what my wishes are… she’s the only one that I want having any say in my care, incase of an emergency or complication.
I know it’s not good to be thinking these things, but it’s reality. I told Tina today that in the slim chance that I don’t make it through this, I want her to stay close to my family. I told my sister the same thing. They both agreed that they would. That meant alot, not that I expected any different from them, I just felt it needed to be said.
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So, to change the subject, we took the Mazda for an oil change today and found out that our radiator is leaking coolant. Alot of coolant. Hopefully it’s just a hose.
Like we needed this now. I’m out of work for 4-6 weeks. I don’t know how we are going to do this. Poor Tina. I considered rescheduling.
So, we are taking a leaky car to the hospital tomorrow and hopefully it will last long enough to get us home after the surgery without overheating.
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My cousin Liz called me today. She moved back to CT from VT a couple months back and I have not seen her yet. She might be coming by to visit on Thursday. I’ve missed her so much. We were like sisters growing up.. She told me that my sister put her on to my blog, so I need to shout her out.
HI LIZZY!!!!!!!!!! Love ya!
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A butch buddy of mine that I haven’t seen in a few years called me today. That meant alot. It was cool to know that I have support down in DC and that someone can relate to what I’m dealing with. Big hugs to ya buddy!
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Thanks for all of the emails and text messages that I’ve gotten so far. Love you guys!
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Well, dinner’s ready and since I probably won’t want solid food for a while, I’m gonna go eat. Wish me luck!
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25/02/2007 at 10:09 pm Permalink
I’m very happy for you and finally being able to get your surgery done! I’ll be sure to keep you in my prayers tomorrow and throughout your recovery! Sounds like you have a fantastic support system there with ya so I’m sure you’ll be just peachy! Best of luck!!
25/02/2007 at 10:09 pm Permalink
I’m very happy for you and finally being able to get your surgery done! I’ll be sure to keep you in my prayers tomorrow and throughout your recovery! Sounds like you have a fantastic support system there with ya so I’m sure you’ll be just peachy! Best of luck!!
25/02/2007 at 11:19 pm Permalink
I didn’t know you told Sarah that too.
Huh.
I love you suga bear.
Today, tomorrow and til the end of time. Muah.